Cursors Writing little mademoiselle.
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Aspiration ~ a will to succeed
ambition: a cherished desire; "his ambition is to own his own business"

Inspiration ~ arousal of the mind to special unusual activity or creativity
a product of your creative thinking and work.


The resemblance? You need them both to be- or become a writer. My head starts spinning, how do I become a writer when I need both at all times? I need to be able to write whenever an article is needed, I will have deadlines, I won't be able to decide when to write myself.. I do have aspiration to become a writer, but there is so much competition. Will I be able to remain standing? Will I have inspiration at any time? I cannot imagine.

And another thing, what exactly do I want to write about? I would love to have my own column, but I would have to be welknown- or better yet: famous or wanting to write about sports or economy to make that happen. I would love to write scenarios, but you will not get a job like that without any experience. And how does one get experience any way without getting a job because of lack of experience?

These are all kinds of questions that keep playing over and over in my head, it drives me crazy not knowing what my future will look like. Can I do it, am I really able to do it? Or is it just a dream, never to come true, or a goal that I will never reach? It is very frustrating to just not know. At this very moment I do have aspiration and inspiration, which moved me to create a brand new blog, I haven't had one for a year now. I will keep everyone that's reading posted about my -hopefully- upcoming carreer as a writer, and hope to make my first dream come true by getting accepted at the school of writing in a year.

Until that time, I will write, and I will do it here. I hope to get honest opinions and nice comments from every person that reads my blog, feedback helps me clear my head. I will tell you a bit about myself, but I do not have any inspiration to do that right now. ;-)

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At April 2, 2009 at 1:09 PM, Blogger Pepsy. said........
That's exactly how I'm feeling at the moment.
I have all these big dreams and aspirations, but I'm just a girl from a little town. What can I do that others can't :S?
Thanks for your post, makes me feel...less-alone.

Have a great night:)

At April 3, 2009 at 3:55 AM, Blogger Pepsy. said........
Lol. No worries:D
Oh my God, you really made my day by following my blog!
I feel more apart of the hardcore-bloggers world now (you know how they have like 948357349857 followers?) Lol.

Thanks a bunch!

At April 3, 2009 at 2:02 PM, Anonymous esther said........
rather very proud,my sweety lovely girl!!!!!If you want it???You can do it,and i know for sure!!!!! love you xxxxxxxx

At April 3, 2009 at 2:12 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said........
You can do it! You're simply the best. :] love u. Miran

At April 18, 2009 at 10:54 PM, Anonymous Esther said........
Going to follow you sweety!

Love, Es

At April 21, 2009 at 10:11 AM, Anonymous Cliff said........
As long as you know for yourself that you have done your utmost to achieve your goal (use your illusion (or paddo's)and you will find enough to write about)

At October 21, 2009 at 2:19 AM, Anonymous 1KingAasirAbdallah said........
Just saying hi again!

At December 8, 2009 at 4:01 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said........
Have faith in yourself and believe that you can do anything you set your mind to do. With perseverance, persistance, and perspiration(hard work),I believe that we are all capable of achieving our dreams.
I too am a writer and am currently working on my first book. Boniru

At December 10, 2009 at 6:33 AM, Anonymous Diana Bower Phillips said........
I like this. Clear thoughts, good set up, personal insights, self sharing... all really good things for a writer. I like that you end it with resolve and a determined goal... and the recall back to your starting aspiration & inspiration reference was a nice closure.

At February 8, 2011 at 5:41 PM, Blogger ashlynn said........
Beautiful !